Sunday Thoughts

It's Sunday again and I feel a little confused. This week has gone by so fast and I don't even know what I've done.

Well, that's not really true. I do know what I've done - I've been to Ceuta twice and lost a lot of time doing paper work. But now I finally have a new ID card and I've been able to access the virtual classrooms. That's great but I feel rather overwhelmed. I've lost so much time and I don't know how to make up for that. Please please, say a prayer for me and help me find the strength to catch up on my studies.

I know I have so much to be grateful for. I have:

1. a wonderful family who tries to help me as much as they can
2. 2 wonderful kids
3. friends that stand by my side, no matter what
4. a plan for my life
5. a payroll job I really like, which doesn't interfere with me being a WAHM
6. good health
7. a nice home, in spite of still being in a mess due to the makeover

But I also have several things I worry about:

1. how on Earth I'm going to catch up on my studies and find all the books I need?
2. why nobody is coming to my blog anymore and why there are hardly any comments? Am I really that dull?
3. how to find time to study with my kids at home?
4. am I really going to be such a great teacher as I hope to be, will my students enjoy the classes, will they continue the whole year?
5. when is this makeover going to end and when can we live in a tidy, clean home again?
6. how am I going to get organized and stop being a SHE?
7. when will I find time to start the Christmas preparations?

My kids have Autumn vacation now, 10 days without school. I want to spend more time with them and not being locked up in the bedroom with the computer. I think I'd better log out and go and play with them for a while.

Take care all of you! Life is short and should be enjoyed to it's fullest. Carpe diem!